Tumblr.

Created a tumblr account and here's the url.
http://nicole-c.tumblr.com/
That lil blog will be more on my daily rantings and pictures whereas this blog is for long long updates only.
As for Onsugar, I've quitted so there'll only be 2 blogs now, tumblr and blogger.

That's all for today. Bye cupcakes!

Not so happy afterall.

Wow I just sneezed 12x in a row. New record hehehee. Great, I'm a dripping mess...
Ohwell, Happy "Merdeka" to all form 5 students because SPM is like, FINALLY over. Thank God :))

Sigh, people have been saying that mass comm don't suit me cause I'm too shy.
But what other courses can I take?
I suck in math and account and economy so BUSINESS, MARKETING and all those which are related to numbers are definitely off my mind.
Frust!
Now only I know that even though SPM is over, that doesn't make any better cause I still gotta plan for many many things ahead.
And I desperately need a job so that I'll have money to learn driving and all that.
Sigh. Life's tough!

I don't feel like doing anything today.
Or tomorrow.
Or the next day.
Or the next next day.
Or the next next next day.
Or forever.

:(

When I'm with you, I make every second count.

Love's not a competition, but I'm winning.

Hey babycakes. I'm blogging just to tell you all that my computer is finally working once again after being dead for 2 days.
2 days without the internet is like so... whatever you name it.

I guess I lost my blogging bug. Can fun people go out with me more often? There’s nothing much to blog about. Sorry guys.

Lil shoutout of the day: I love DI2 alot. Thanks for everything. (L)

- Only "YOU" know what's Di2 :))

Next.

I'm back to this blog again because I still find this best compared to all the other ones.
No wonder people always say that the first one is usually the best one :P
Oh well, SPM is almost over. One more chinese paper left and I can say goodbye to my secondary school life and say hello to my college life. Yays.
Hmm, although its the hols now, but I'm still busy!
Busy looking for jobs to earn money to learn driving. Someone wants me to learn how to drive. *Winks*
And as for the college, most probably I'll choose Tar College as I have a few friends studying there. At least I won't feel so lonely. But I'm still considering on whether I should take A Levels or straight to Mass Comm. Suggestions or advices anyone?

Numbers, not.

I feel like I'm chasing time cause I am like oh-so-behind time. School was always a torture. I just can't bring myself to pay attention. I know nothing about Science, Account, Economy and Maths. Partly because I've no interest to it, especially those subjects with numbers. Whatever, I know I'll sure fail my Account paper again like never. Requested for Account stream was because I don't wanna take the Art stream, cause Art stream seems like it's for those dumber people. HA, no offence to those art stream people okay :) I am actually stupid myself I know and I'm just cheating myself cause I'm not good in numbers but insisted going for that stream just to look smarter.

Alright, shall stop here. Wanna continue my revision as requested by someone special ♥/

I finally realised.

Sometimes, things are better to be left unsaid. Some things are better to keep it inside your heart and let no one knows about it. You can trust no one except those which you really trust and believe them, otherwise, you're only betraying yourself. Perhaps things isn't so bad as it is, but no one can predict neither can anyone change the facts.
Like my title, I finally realised. I realised how much do I really stand in you people's heart, I realised how important some "friends" are. They come and goes as and when they like, they won't spare a thought for you, they will neglect you once they made new friends and become closer with them.
Then you'll be all alone again. Except for some very good friends. They wont abandon me or leave me no matter how many ups and downs, in fact, they'll still be there standing strong beside me. Thanks guys! Reality is cruel, but life still goes on. I just wanna type out how I feel and rants about stuffs. Things don't always goes the way you wanted it to be, but try to change another angle and look at it, perhaps it'll turn out to be better.
Look on the bright side, don't think about the negative ones. All I've to say is to live all of our life up to the fullest without any regrets. Think no more already.
I ain't typing all this to gain sympathy from anyone, just wanted to release what I've long wanted to say, and I did it now! Felt so relief after letting all of them out. Seriously feeling so easy after pouring all my sadness out here, comment me for all you guys like, I ain't gonna care, its me, my thinking and myself.
No one can change anything. I just hope nothing worst will happen anymore. Off to bath. BYE.

Happiness.

I found it :)
2 is indeed better than 1.

Two is better than one.

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

'Cause maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought,

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When it's all said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

May not see you as often as I like, may not feel you hold me thru the night. But in my heart I truly know you're the one for me, and right now that is all I need. I miss you.

Camwhore.

I have many 'why' questions in mind, if only I'm able to know the answers to all my 'why' questions, how great can it be. -random.-

I lost the feel of blogging, reason being.. I can't really blog much cause is like whatever I post, people comment this and that about it. Sometimes I wonder is my life or theirs. Idiotic shitz. That's why I rather act like I'm going on hiatus although I can go online during SPM. Hah. But I'll still blog whenever I feel like it.

Camwhored just now, no reason why. Just felt like camwhoring. Vanity strikes I guess.
This is one of the pictures. All the other ones will not be uploaded here cause I was doing some dum dum pose and it looked funny. Was just tryna do something stupid to cheer myself up and to stop myself from thinking other things which I shouldn't be thinking. I am so gonna delete those photos later :) Too ugly.
Ooooh, my tummy is still so full right now. Ate a lot with my girlfriends at the cafe outside my school. Ate curry chicken rice and a cup of Cappuccino Ice. *I know it's fat so I didn't take dinner just now.*
Good news today. I found a new gang of friends. They are the type of friends who I really wanna mix with. Appreciate our friendship!
Alrights, I'm all worn out already.
Heading to bed now.
Nights :)

MIA.

This blog will be on hiatus after this post. :)
No any special reason. Just need some break and time alone to get some things settled and to deal with SPM.
Good luck to all Form 5 students especially to my dearest 5AJ.



When you're left with no other option, take the only route left. Tell no one anything, it makes no point telling.

:*)

I know what's going on already.
I'm keeping my distance. When you realise it, don't question me.

I detest lizards!

Wondering why I'd post a picture of this disgusting creature? Tell you later, let you be a bit suspicious and sam si si first. :*)
Okay, I'm gonna post back an incident which happened on Tuesday evening.

I was lying on bed playing with my Nintendo DS and my room door is opened.
And I think I kept seeing shadows walking around outside the door so I felt scare as I was alone at home, (my parents went out to fetch my brother from the school) and went to shut the door.
Then my phone rang suddenly. It was mom. She called to asked me to get ready for dinner.
Just when I wanted to get back on my bed and carry on with my game, I saw something crawling towards my pillow!
I was like WTF! Then I went closer to take a look and guess what, the lizard sticked his head out from my pillow and looked at me. The 2 of us were like looking face to face with each other. Once it saw me it went back under my pillow and I screamed then I ran outta my room and called mom and told her bout the whole thing.
She laughed at me :(
I don't know where it is now. I bet it's still somewhere in my room. I don't wanna sleep with a lizard!
I swear I'll never forget this day for the rest of my life, and yes, I hate lizards more than anything right now!
ARGH!!!

K that's all. Now I'm gonna blog about today.
Went to Popular bookstore with mommy and daddy at Leisure Mall to buy a Mathematics revision book which costs me RM25.90. Not really expensive cause it's very thick and I find it rather useful to me :*)
Hm, am doing facial now by the way.
Gotta go and wash my face and carry on doing revision.
So, night night all.

Quote me.

"Sometimes, no matter how much you love someone, give someone, do for someone - it will never be enough. And you have to decide if it's worth it to keep throwing your heart at their feet, so that they can walk all over it one more time."

Patch ups.

I'm here to write about patching up in real life today. Well, it seems like every couples in this whole world quarrel. Forgiving and forgetting is the best. Being together is something sweet so we should appreciate it.
Here are some things you can do to patch up by apologising perhaps? By texting, through friends etc. Girls are very easy to be cheer. A little sweet talks, showing that you still love her alot. Maybe a peck of kiss on her face or lips? It's gonna be sweet.

Or you can try doing something for him/her?
Like cooking or something? *Noted: Please don't be afraid that the food is tasty or not as long as you put in alot of effort to do it because the taste is not what matters, the heart is.*
And of course if you want to patch, you must mean what you say. Don't end up breaking up again. Breaking up and patching back continuously could weaken relationships and there will be no good ending for the both of you. It's also something very hurtful towards people. I bet you people have alot of ideas, especially the guys. You and your glib tongue, making girl's hearts melt. Little things can make people happy. And also, I'm sharing a mail that I received not long ago.

Girls: When you want to cuddle with him, tell him
you're cold.
Guys: Automatically move closer to her.(If you're
stupid, then you'll either say 'Me too.' or you'll
give her your jacket, but DON'T.)

Girls: During a movie, if he puts his arm around
you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys: Lift her chin up and kiss her.

Guys: When she tells you she loves you, look deep
into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell
her you love her too, and MEAN IT!

Girls: When you're both laying under the stars, put
your head on his chest and close your eyes as you
listen to his steady heart beat.
Guys: Whisper in her ear; 'The stars are
beautiful and so are you. Then link your hands
with hers.

I find it quite sweet :(
Hopefully all these will happen on me someday when I couple.
Right now it's impossible and I am not ready for a new relationship just yet.
:)

BBQ party part II.

Photo time again! Not many new one though, just a few.
But I'm just gonna post it up here la :*)


Ameline daddy and me. I love her (:


Yet another group of posers.


Mr. Miow and me. Eh? Is that a dimple on my left cheek? *Think too much* :P
I don't know how to smile nicely!
Someone teach me, please?! :(


WTF? What was I posing that time? Look so stupid la!
Why didn't anyone tell me that we were supposed to do the praying pose?!!
UGH!

:)END.